Let go of all of your worries today. Taking on an extra burden is not going to help anything get better. You don't know how things are going to turn out, so why would you choose to think the worst? You might feel like you're in limbo right now, not quite sure what step you should take next, but you should not see this time negatively. It's a great opportunity to think about the good things that could come soon. Visualize the best case scenario, and you will not be disappointed.
oh man oh man !


and this is so funny !
is xiao zhu man !

lesson was cancelled again ,boring.

Such a long day tire tire

Met alvin in the morning to bugis , i woke up late again!
I'm sry man ! this happened the 2nd time , real sry man !
The great thing is , i got back my file ! HOOORAY =D
muahahahhs heng heng.
After tat went popular to get alvin 's lap top case
back to central to check out stuff , slack and he went home.

i waited for jie meis men
in the end we had lunch at bee 's hse .
finally i see the long time no see mei yi .
we watch metor garden tgt LOLS !

After tat jas , bee & me went for service !
i felt much better today , i kind of sense the presence of Jesus.
our fav song was played , 'how wonderful ..how beautiful .. name above every name .....exalted high..' lalalalaaaa ! really thanks bee bee & jas for telling me a lot abt Christ.
After service , went out with cell grp for dinner , a birthday celebration for one of the cell grp member too .
we went to clark quay 's manhattan fish market , whoo the fish and chip butter cod is fabulous lah ! tender and fresh !
hmm so there's a hole in my pocket again , a bigger one !
people there are nice
great day

OH MAN , I THINK I SHOULD LOCK MYSELF UP SO THAT I DUN NEED TO SPEND

more events , i need more $

Everything goes so wrong so wrong since Thursday morning
history lesson , disappointment filled in me , never got this feeling since so long.
It really reminded me those days in sec 4 , the night mare with miss kang.
ya , but u know , sometimes things dun turn out the way we want .
Actually expected .

Felt much better during goh eh choo 's lesson , aiya his's a funny person .
Laughter is the best medicine!
After school receive a last min notice that we are having cell grp meeting , so i went bee 's hse first ( everyday bee hse uh ! )
MY FIRST TIME for a cell grp prayer , i really feel lost ! weird !nervous!
new people!
but of cos I'll make myself get use to it , as they said : step by step
and i only reach home ard 11 plus .

Fri

so i woke up late as i forget to set the alarm
learning in design for digital art lesson, so lost lost lost !
how i wish everything will end soon !

armando 's lesson , things did not goes really well too .
class ended early .
went to meet my ex - tong shi ! celebrating her birthday.
whooo wad a finally ! all march babies ,bye bye!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FRIEND =)
bought her a dress , went aijisan , nice ar !
AND WAD I MISPLACE MY FILE AGAIN THIS TIME
DAMN YOU MEI MAN ! I REMINDED MYSELF , I MUST REMEMBER MY FILE!!! IT WAS LEFT IN THE NEO PRINT SHOP ! I NEED TO WAKE UP EARLY TO COLLECT IT TML, BUT ALVIN IS ACC ME , THANKS ! =D I JUST HOPE THAT THEY WILL HELP ME TO KEEP IT!

hais den i went totally broke this time , back to zero.
is time to save up , a really really .

sometimes we should put ourselves in other's shoe.
some feeling are meant to be kept , better not to say .
everything went so wrong so wrong so wrong .
a far far place ; old old ones means a lot.

CANCELLED!

ya everything was cancelled today
was abt to get out of the hse for school
and i received 3 msg , 2 miss call , saying that class is cancelled ,
lecturer on mc , argh ! i should read the msg earlier so that i can fall
back to sleep !

so so i decided to meet bee , jas & li yan at noon time,
actually there was bible study today , but it was cancelled last min !
ooohhh man !

everything cancelled

soo , bee bee , jas & me decided to rent some dvds and rot at bee hse , li yan went home. we rented

alone- i expected almost everything
28 weeks- I'm engross by it , smth like i'm a legend , hais very sad & bloody too
balls of fury- very lame man ! but ok ok lahs

so basically i rot the whole day , went home at 10.
no feel to draw at all ...
sian.

anyway my face condition is getting worse and worse man.
so pack so pack

More and more works !
more and more stuff
but time seems to be not enough .
kind of pack this week.

Had replacement class for graphic adv this morning
the wonders of adv , adv & a layout can be interesting.
His lesson very funny today , armando act gay .
LOLS !

but lots of stuff coming up man .
oh man !
after tat is visual studies lesson , hmmm kind of ....
and after school went to meet my long time no see
xiong di jie mies men !
and home !

yea my parent not working today =D
tml I'm gg for my first Bible study in my teenage life, feel kind of excited !
ahahhahss , i attend lesson b4 during pri school time , but my mind is in lala land i think , and i cant rmb what have they taught haahha!!
so ... let's await tml !

Classic with bee bee

we love peicai

LOLS !

Make up lesson for digital art this morning

oh man , term 4 is really stress

so clueless for digital art .

DIGITAL ART OH MAN !

anyone got in design cs 2 ??

oh man oh man

hais

after tat was typo ,

typo was not bad lahs,

mr man man man still goes on ,

i used to tell people i'm man ok!

now , i dun nid to tell , they 'll call me mr man =.=

now all my classmates call me mr man ! OH MAN !

Get me a real man instead lahs !

HAHAHA!

and ya i got my result , i got a high c , our class all got b & c .

forever im fated with c . ccccc maybe next time i'll have 5cs u know !

Today went to chc for Easter !
a yr pass so fast man , last yr i went too .
this yr with bee , jas , jun hui, bee 's bros , 2 of their friends
yup yup , the i ming was quite a interesting play .
That 's smth i wish for u know ! smth tat can record down all memories !
yes this is smth i wish for !
but after watching the play , i found out that it can bring harm to human and social too .. yea~
after play went to bee hse slack til 11 pm , and my hw is not done! =x

and u know wad friends?
i made a decision that i couldn't believe me , myself doing that .
i will never forget my reaction upon hearing that jasmine receiving Christ
and today i did that !!

today shereen asked me if i wan to receive Christ & accept god.
( in fact , many plp asked me this Q whenever i go church & I'll reject every time, cause .... i dun think i can commit)
and today ... i rejected as well BUT !
after their advice & encouragement i try . ( stress )

yea ~ actually i dun mind receiving Christ u know , i even imagine myself being one.
Is just tat, i dun think i can commit & i wish i can remain as a Buddhist(bi jing i'm a Buddhist for the past 17 yrs) , and i never talk to my parent abt it at all .
but recalling back , I'm from cyk chapel kindergarten , during pri school , i went chc for a period too ! and secondary , at times .

shereen said , accepting Christ is not really a religion but it is letting god to enter your life ,a believe, a step closer to me i think .
what they said is true too , i will not lose anything , in fact i gain smth.
actually i kind of like the talk in church , but sometimes i think what they said is too perfect . yeaa ~ so i think , I'll take sometimes to really accept this.

I thought my parent would object man , but after i told them abt it , they agreed man ! & my mom is like quite happy whooo & she said i got a hot temper , christian very good temper one =.=
but i think , i will accept Christ & of cause remain as a Buddhist too .
maybe a free thinker?
hmmm I'll need some time to search my soul
HAHA!

Thursday

After school went to meet yu lin & shan , we acc shan to find fabric , interesting.
we went to slack ard bugis after tat , pathetic bugis man, boring.
went mac to chit chat , some girls talk abt slut , hahaha .
after cracking our brain for where to have our dinner, we went to ljs.
eat eat eat , chat chat chat & took train home, a embarrassing topic was gg on in the train . so PS ! lol

Friday

argh boring Friday, guess what have i done on this beautifully Friday.
i went to help my sister to give out flyers and i dun like this job , and im surprise by the plp I've met, ps.
since school starts , i have never stand for so long anymore,
7 hrs plus of standing under the tunnel , i felt a slight giddy and feel like vomiting . Thoughts running thru while giving out flyers , the kind of people we have in Singapore. i was tire when i reach home , slept at 10 plus pm , and woke up at 2 pm. so i miss out YLBFB AGAIN!
For the past 2 days , i spent all my allowances on food , so broke.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LULU ! =D
you are 18th!

yesh ! we celebrated her birthday on the 19th

but her actual birthday is on the 18th.

i hate my camera , any kind soul wan to get me a new one? LOLS!

so tat i can shoot happily at thailand haha!

lulu & memet lulu , jen , val at amk hub we went to catch rule 1 !

the show ok ok lahs.

After tat we went to val 's hse to have steamboat =))

shan & yu lin came

steamboat =)

side track side track 3 2 1 !!

on 7th ! val 's birthday =D

some of our shots by val , to her ! LOLS

i know u all dun understand.

ahh i keep eating , fats continuesss again!

I love this part a lot when he sing at the
blacony to wake en chan up



The original version

너를 사랑해 "i love you"
Singer: Han Dong Joon 한동준


아침이 오는 소리에 문득 잠에서 깨어
achimi onun soriye munduk chameso ggaeyo
Sounds of the morning woke me up from my dream abruptly

내 품안에 잠든 너에게
nae pumane chamdun noyege
You, who slumbered in my arms…

워우우 워우 워어
woohh wooh woohh

너를 사랑해
norul saranghae
I love you



내가 힘겨울 때마다 너는 항상 내곁에
nae-ga him-gyo-ul ttae-mada nonun hangsang nae-gyote
You’re always by my side when I’m tired

따스하게 어깰 감싸며
ttasuhage o-kkael kamssamyo
Keeping me in company, caring for me…

워우우 워우 워어
woohh wooh woohh

너를 사랑해
norul saranghae
I love you


영원히 우리에겐 서글픈 이별은 없어
yongwonhi uriyege sodulpun ibyorun opso
We will never part in pain

때로는 슬픔에 눈물도 흘리지만
ttae-ronun sulpume nunmuldo hulli-ji-man
Although we shed sorrowful tears sometimes

언제나 너와 함께 새하얀 꿈을 꾸면서
onjena nowa hamkke sae-ha-yan kkumul kkumyonso
No matter when, please dream with me immaculate dreams

하늘이 우리를 갈라 놓을때 까지
hanuri urirul kalla nuhulttae kkaji
Until death do us part…

워우우 워우 워어
woohh wooh woohh

너를 사랑해
norul saranghae
I love you



내가 힘겨울 때마다 너는 항상 내곁에
nae-ga him-gyo-ul ttae-mada nonun hangsang nae-gyote
You’re always by my side when I’m tired

따스하게 어깰 감싸며
ttasuhage o-kkael kamssamyo
Keeping me in company, caring for me…

워우우 워우 워어
woohh wooh woohh

너를 사랑해
norul saranghae
I love you


영원히 우리에겐 서글픈 이별은 없어
yongwonhi uriyege sodulpun ibyorun opso
We will never part in pain

때로는 슬픔에 눈물도 흘리지만
ttae-ronun sulpume nunmuldo hulli-ji-man
Although we shed sorrowful tears sometimes

언제나 너와 함께 새하얀 꿈을 꾸면서
onjena nowa hamkke sae-ha-yan kkumul kkumyonso
No matter when, please dream with me immaculate dreams

하늘이 우리를 갈라놓을때까지
hanuri urirul kalla nuhulttae kkaji
Until death do us part…

워우우 워우 워어
woohh wooh woohh

너를 사랑해
norul saranghae
I love you

너를 사랑해
norul saranghae
I love you


i wish i can pick up some korean language while watching more more more korean drama =))

coffee prince is worth watching man ! at first he tot tat en chan was a guy , it was a little er xin when he fall in love with 'him',i felt LOLS ! but overall it was very sweet . my chan my chan~~

end of coffee prince !

Start of School

yea school school school
sianed , start of new assg .
andrew still call me mr man
=.=

we ended at 430 , suppose to be 6 , but usually 5 .
great

Finally..
Yes finally the 5 of us went down to my dad stall ! of cos we had chicken rice haha!
bee's bro & jas's friend , jun hui came along .
it was kind of fun getting together haha , after tat we went to bee hse to play
card games , uno & bean game .
ard 11 plus we went home yeap.

AND TODAY IS MY MOM 'S BIRTHDAY =D
i can see that she is happy when she receives the present .

Went to bugis with my sis , a last min one.
ya , we went to change the bag , my mom 's present , cos i got the same one as my sis de ! so is like a waste .
temptation ! and i bought a bag =x
lol !! i went to change my ringgit ang bao to sin $ !
i cant resist the feeling for not buying things for so long!
lols and i bought a top too =x
HAHAHAHAHA!!!

Today went sim lim with bee bee and li li
went to get my mom 's birthday present too , o man ! too many birthday
i nearly forget abt my mom 's , my mom's u know , my own mom 's !
while buying her present , bee and me was tempted by those bags
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!
I'm broke
broke
broke
serious serious serious
we went ljs , den we went back ser central , and we chatted for 2 hrs plus alright ! sitting at the 'stone' there ...wooo man ~
stunt by the time , den we went home ahahaha !

ok random stuff now
i duno why i laugh out loud,when i see wad min ru tagged.
and i went to talk to her abt it.

♥???? a far far place: old old ones i admire =) says:
min ru u tag me ,,... very funny lor!
♥ Lulu says:
HAHAHAHA
♥ Lulu says:
xiao zhu xiao zhu
♥ Lulu says:
everyday read ur blog
♥ Lulu says:
sure got xiao zhu this 2 word
♥ Lulu says:
HAHAHA
♥???? a far far place: old old ones i admire =) says:
WHA LAU
♥???? a far far place: old old ones i admire =) says:
I WAN TO LAUGH
♥???? a far far place: old old ones i admire =) says:
I REPLY U LIAO
♥ Lulu says:
LOL
♥ Lulu says:
aiya
♥ Lulu says:
xiao zhu xiao zhu
♥ Lulu says:
later u become one
♥ Lulu says:
-_-""
♥???? a far far place: old old ones i admire =) says:
OMGGG
♥???? a far far place: old old ones i admire =) says:
MIN RUU SO LAME!!!!
♥ Lulu says:
u see
♥ Lulu says:
ur dp also him

hahaha min ru always like tat : u and ur xiao zhu !!
I'm crazy ~
sian school resume on monday.....boooo~

The sim lim trip with li li & bee was cancelled =(
uh uh boring , i got everything ready and it was cancelled last min
so we postpone it to tml .

yea yea
woke up at 12 , raining again , uh everyday ar !
argh ~ lucky no school if not sian .
so i spend my day watching jay & xiao zhu 's concert dvd again .

jay can sing but he's a basss..
xiao zhu can dance well , Haha ! enjoy watching him dance , engross.
i admire guys who can sing and dance =)
like xiao zhu LOLS

yea , so the slacking continues ..

i miss my hair

RAIN RAIN RAIN
arrgghh yea woke up at 3 pm plus today hahaha!
met yu lin to cut hair !!!
and oooommmgggg
kind of regret , cause i find it thin and i look lian lian lian .

yu lin laugh laugh laugh hor
ahahahs !
den we went to central , meet up with jen ans shan , had our dinner at s11
den we craps at mac , den we went home
saw many people.

LOLS !

NO SCHOOL =)
yea yea ystd i fall asleep while watching yu le bai fen bai again !
cos of the sleepless night .
yea yea and i woke up at 4 pm plus , whoo it was raining , nice sleep!
yea and my parent are off from work today =)
i had my dinner at home and went off to meet jie mies men at night
after their dinner went to bee bee hse , jas went home feeling unwell.

played a new game with bee 's bro and friend
the bean game , it's was our ( li li and me )first time playing
i felt clueless lah..
we played uno too , and we went home at 12 .

yea yea tml dinner with shan , jen , yl
thu sim lim with bee and li li ?
fri jogging with bee?
.......................................

Finally ~

assg end , but there's more to go .

sooo , 6 days of break ?

hmm wad should i do ?

SLEEP?! GREAT

I DID NOT GET TO SLEEP SINCE LAST NIGHT

2 4 hrs plus active

time now 11 pm plus

alright i wan to thanks those who encouraged me and help me thru out this assg really thanks you guys , u guys know who you are =)) i really feel very grateful at tat moment .

and i totally agreed with wad de qi said , too tire to worry abt how I'll do , just wan to get some rest.

yea yea after assg , yu lin and i was cracking our brain where and what shall we go / do in the bus ( OH YA! we saw miss yeo man !! ) and we decided to go hui shan 's hse!!!!

we da bao and had our dinner there and we talk , den we talk abt the Thailand trip and

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LOLS HAHAHAHAHAHA THE DISCUSSION WAS FUNNY

really need to save more money man

Busy busy busy with school recently
2 assg down =) YEAH!
2 more on mon , actually 3 for me
been missing yu le bai fen bai a lot

YSTD WAS DA NAI 'S 18 th BIRTHDAY =))

TODAY IS SIN LEE 'S 18 TH BIRTHDAY TOO =))

yup yup after school yu lin and me went to bugis to meet jen jen ans shan shan.
ard night time we went to ochard , swensen , wait for lulu and the birhtday gal arrival =))
the dinner was great , hahas !
after tat we went back to serangoon , lulu went off .
yeah slack slack til the guys Finally appear with 18 balloons with wishes inside , a mini surprise for da nai .

yu lin , sin lee and me walk home
damn tire ...
and i just fall asleep =x

works undone and im waiting for mon 's arrival !

OH! xiao gui also like
小宇's 终于说出口~
go listen ahahs! is in my playlist =))

ok dynasty dynasty , qing , song, ming,yuan
wadever
history shit !
ahhh ~~

air air air

Recommended song of they day =)


专辑名称：小宇同学就是我
歌手姓名：小宇
唱片公司：艾迴唱片
歌名: 终于说出口

爱情定格
作词：易家扬
作曲：阿沁(F.I.R)
演唱：郭采洁
专辑-隐形超人

天空没颜色
时间隐形了
寂寞在心中翻跟斗
认识的你已经不同

明天怎么呢
我们怎么了
现在看后照镜的我
在泪光里动也不动

如果爱可以摄影
底片是多少厘米
每一格都是记忆
但对不起我在哪里

我和你
看着天亮说着未来
打着雨伞穿着毛衣
听着钢琴笑着吃饭
闹着分手哭着写信
过去都在眼睛里
瞬间暂停

我爱你
像个孩子一样任性
像个大人一样伤心
世界上有多少的人
跟我一样为了爱情掉泪
然后走下去

明天怎么呢
我们怎么了
现在看后照镜的我
在泪光里动也不动

如果爱可以摄影
底片是多少厘米
每一格都是记忆
但对不起我在哪里

我和你
看着天亮说着未来
打着雨伞穿着毛衣
听着钢琴笑着吃饭
闹着分手哭着写信
过去都在眼睛里
瞬间暂停

我爱你
像个孩子一样任性
像个大人一样伤心
世界上有多少的人
跟我一样为了爱情掉泪
然后走下去

是我爱记得
可是该忘了
坐在地铁中
想着以后

Basically i spent my march 1st a LETHARGIC ONE ! freaking cool

ok went ochard to meet lulu , train to paya lebar , den cab to east coast- alumin gathering.
the taxi uncle very friendly , he likes xiao zhu's song okay ! all his song on the cab is xiao zhu 's song ! den he tune to the song that he like.he said his previous album is nice , and he asked me abt the new album , so cool lahs , all fated !

games were alright , so lu & me was in charge of the bbq food .
so we were suppose to rent a bike , last min told ok , we fork it out ourselve can , 10 bucks some more , ususally 6 bucks ok ! ahhh !
AND FROM AREA B/C MADONAL , WE TOOK HALF AN HR TO CYCLE TO AREA G ! PIT 77 ! 77 OKAY !! bascially spending 10 bucks to rush there , because the we cater bbq food and the uncle is there already . The thing is he waited too long for us , he went off first and came back later , so i duno what the point rushing there man !!! man man man !!! man man man !!
damn tire,so long did not cycle ! u try to cycle from area b/c to g lahs U GO TRY .



but the bbq session was quite alright , quite a nice one i think , sir jacob came too , he said i gain fats >.< , ghosh , more pimples too , and as usual , whenever he see me , he will call me da she tou. ahhh i know i know i've been eating a lot a lot , nice food since cny ! ghosh ghosh ! i need jogging jogging ! ya and i know pimples have been poping out recently ahhhhhhhhhh , stress causes it , and ya i got my mense ystd , wad a nice timeing RIGHT! is always like this ...
me and lulu was like so boring after eating,we went to walk walk and took some photos.

okay here comes the most horrible part of the night !!so we were at area g right? YA LU & ME WALK BACK TO AREA B/C FOR 1 HR PLUS 1 HR PLUS 1HR PLUS 1HR PLUS WALKING WALKIKNG ARD EAST COAST !

i'm broke with no money left , i didnt expect to rent a bike . lu lu left with 4 bucks , and the cab we hailed do not accept nets , SO WE WALK BACK ALLLLL THE WAY .

finally 11 plus , we were on cab ! and i took cab home !
asking my sis down to pay for the cab , 12.60 alright .
my mom gave me 20 bucks ,
AND SHE SAID THERE WILL BE NO ALLOWANCE FOR ME THE NEXT 2 DAY.
COME ON ! as if i wan to take cab ok !



bbq 8 bucks
bike 10 bucks
cab 12.60 bucks
total 30.60 bucks
IM REALLY LEFT WITH NTH!
ya ,wad a nice day ?

i shall shut myself in the hse. do not call me out thanks!
anyway hear from sugi ,nutan is back to singapore! but he is gg back soon again~